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Nicole Kidman is speaking out in the pages of Elle Magazine.

On her love for Keith Urban:

"I didn't foresee it, that you can meet somebody who you have a deep and more
profound love with...Keith gave me a life. He gave me a home."

On Tom:

"I don't mean to take away anything with Tom, but I would hope that he has
the same thing - I know he has the same thing with Katie. You move into a stage
where you're able to be a more fuller person in your relationship. I want to be
really careful with that because I don't want to take away from 11 years with
that man that were really important. Really, for our kids -- they were amidst a
lot of love. It wasn't bad. And now we're amidst a more evolved love."

On becoming a mother at 41:

"At 41, it's more of a painful love. I look at that little girl, and I'm
like, 'Oh, no, what's going to happen?' It's almost like my heart is stretching;
I'm feeling all the muscles stretch with emotion. It's a beautiful love, but
there's a lot of fear and pain for her life, and for Bella's and Connor's
life."

She totally just threw those two other kid's in there at the end after she asked her assistant what their names were.

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